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1.
Cicada 02:32
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The ground along my back is here to calm me as it should I make the contact With summer here, my eyes can barely see where you once stood I feel the relapse A sound too clear, comes around again A sound I see with the light Chorus: Softly, it said to me You know when to start Cause what we're supposed to be Isn't who we are The falling of my arms as I let go, become the dream And sink into the grass The blades against my fingers like the years I haven't seen Can I get them back A sound so clear, above the trees A sound I see with the light (Chorus x1) With all that you meant to me How else can we start When what we're supposed to be Isn't who we are A sound so clear, is never lost A sound I keep all the time (Chorus x1) With all that you meant to me There's never an only one I'll never look away Our summer's never gone
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Take Me Away 03:01
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All I ask for is one thing I got this feeling from my dreams Of all the stories in my life There's an end I need to try So come on and show me... Chorus: Take my hand and don't let go Let's run toward something we don't know Don't look back, I don't want to stay Just take me away You've got a power in your hands Please stop taking this for granted When wasting time is all we do (remember) I believe in you... I always do (Chorus x1) So come on and show me... Take my hand and don't let go Let's run toward something we don't know Don't look back, I don't want to stay Just take me far Take my hand and hold on tight Make me believe you'll change my life Make me whole, there's time to save Take me away
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Chemistry 02:51
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I barely feel confused My heart's hardly in use But the knife's still making cuts in my mind I cannot exist This flame cannot be lit Our past is deemed unfit, so I ask Chorus: Are you happy now Like you were alone then I can't hate you now But I just can't win Forced to make myself Have to make believe There is no feeling To our chemistry Trying to find the words While holding on to time Trying to keep the truth among the lies Will you get your wish And everything on your list I still hear the way you always sighed (Chorus x1) I'll never feel regret I will never forget When I think of you, I'll close my eyes (Chorus x1)
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Spacebar 02:48
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Drunk and ready to lose Got my phone in my hand Feel like I'm ready to make the same mistake again Started out as a star Turned into a space Made to feel like this every time I think of your face Chorus: It takes everything that I have It takes everything to hold myself back It takes everything I have To send... More I'm checking the clock More I'm biting my tongue You've got your life, I've got mine But this all feels so wrong Holding back to reply I'd be waiting for days Rewriting every word to make sure it's ok (Chorus x3)
5.
Want 03:43
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I try to be a better me The nights remind me that there is more Is this my reality Need to lie that I don't know what I'm looking for Chorus: Am I wrong to need you At the end of the countless days Am I wrong to bleed through my skin There's a time that's been defined But I just don't know how and when Is it your security What's at stake behind the door They'll all see uncertainty Though I know what it is I'm looking for (Chorus x1) I don't want you to ever be found out I try to be a better me, but what I want I try to be a better me, but what I want is you (Chorus x1) But I just don't know how and when
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Even If It Rains 02:31
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Every day she wakes to fall asleep Living in her head without the dreams Feel the might, nothing will be the same Live your life, even if it rains Chorus: She just needs to step outside And not stay down cause she fell She needs to take hold of her life Cause she does this to herself She waits by the phone and everyone still calls There's light in her room, but she sits down in the dark Waiting for her spark Feel the might, nothing will be the same Live your life, even if it rains (Chorus x1) She just needs to step outside To feel the air upon her skin She's got to live passed "I survived" And just soak the whole world in Feel the might, nothing will be the same Live your life, even if it rains
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White Clover Way 03:10
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Left a place, where we said we would meet Spoke about the pain that this could bring Felt your lips and then we both agreed That feeling, I was sinking in the deep Chorus: Am I falling Am I falling over you Am I falling Am I falling over you Late for work, felt like I was speeding Face was numb, my phone started ringing On the line, I heard your voice confess That feeling, just lifted from my chest (Chorus x1) That feeling, burned in my memory The day I drove up on White Clover Way (Chorus x 2)
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Too Cool 03:20
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A body to touch A body to touch that's so far away This body is right in front of me Of purpose and lust A wonderful price I have to pay Your body is right in front of me I've been calmed by the way you move I've been floored by the whispers that you use Chorus: I've been spending all day thinking You're too cool You're too cool for me (Chorus x1) To secretly crush A terrible crush inside of me I can't say all that I need to say I've been hexed by the way you move I've been changed every time you've asked me to (Chorus x2)
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Stole It 03:14
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I never meant for this Seduced me over time I tried to be that guy I'm forced to pay respects To what I felt was mine You've got another life I can spin around The dizziness from it, your kiss Chorus: Can't get this feeling back again Cause you broke it A certainty, this is our end Can't get my time back from this mess Cause you stole it Just know that we'll never be friends You treat me like a stranger The feelings that you hide I'm dying here inside I've kept you from the danger The part of me you hold I can never be whole You can spin around The dizziness from it, our kiss (Chorus x1) I knew you had to go I wish that I could see You can't get over me All I need to know I'm not the only one I'm not the only one that's feeling this (Chorus x1) Just know that we'll never be friends... I can spin around The dizziness from it, your kiss
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Orillia 04:04
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Time is all I tried to save Find yourself in this place My face you pushed away I wait for the one day when we'll say Chorus: Remember when we were young We surrendered to our temptations I traveled to where you're from When we felt, we weren't just bodies Finding ourselves in that daze Light, I saw against your face It's my fault for what I crave I want what we had, when we had it (Chorus x1) Once I let you go, you'll go away... (Chorus x1) Once I let you go, you'll go away...
11.
Can't Always Say Goodbye 03:51
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Leave behind no letter No change in your routine Every day, like the other Your family, they can't wave Chorus: Goodbye Die alone You always thought your life was in your control Except for this You face a hole Of bright lights Leave behind your favourite t-shirt No witness, no certainty Every day, like the other All your friends, they can't wave (Chorus x1) The last song you hear Will you be listening? Leave behind memories The last times, the lost time This is it, that certainty No going back You can't wave (Chorus x2) A miracle... What will be the last song you hear, with you here What will be the last song you hear, the last song What will be the last song you hear, with you here What will be the last song you hear, the last song And will you be listening?
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Crush 02:59
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I can't measure the distance in my head All I think about is time The places we've been, I tell myself instead To be strong and be happy To be strong and lie Chorus: I can't ever see you anymore And to you it's just the same We are never like we were before And to you nothing has changed You might have felt something, but it will stay suppressed I keep waiting for my turn Despite what I want, I tell myself instead To be strong and be happy To be strong and hide (Chorus x1) All that you've said Is buried in my head Be strong and be happy... Be strong and dive (Chorus x1) I don't want to feel this anymore Only got myself to blame You can't ever see me anymore You will always go

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released October 13, 2017

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October combines nostalgic elements of alternative, shoegaze and nu-metal.

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